This journey of life can at times get complex. Everyone is in a hurry.Our modern lives are like the freeway, where we zip along without any worries until we witness an accident. We never think it could be us.
When you are in the cancer fight, everything you thought was important changes. Why Me? Who knows. I would not wish this crud on anyone. I guess what I an trying to say is take the time in your life to enjoy the simple joys. When is the last time you watched a sunset? A sunrise? When is the last time you looked into the night sky and stars and contemplated the meaning of everything?
We never know when it will be time for our " fiery trial". So enjoy life. If you think you got it bad, trust me, there is somebody who has it worse.
Mike

I was searching the internet today about Lymphoma. Starting reading  articles on multible sites. They all seem to agree that all blood cancers( Leukemia, Lymphoma, and Myeloma) are increasing every year. They all seem to agree that certain chemicals, pesticides, or radiation causes them. So now I wonder where was I exposed?? Am I living in an area that is contaminated?? I guess God only knows....
There is also a shortage of  certain Chemotherapy drugs. In a country that doesn't make anything else but drugs, how is there a shortage?? It is also depressing that in a country that likes to billions on Defense( attacking other countries), congress keeps cutting funding for cancer research.